Ordinand Life Begins...
‘I am about to do a new thing; now it springs forth, do you not
perceive it?’ Isaiah 43:19
In August 2016 I sat
in the chapel at Bishop’s House on the island of Iona and read
these words. As I wrote them and the surrounding verses in my
journal, I knew that the new thing God was calling me to was
priesthood in the Church of England. And I said yes…
Well…
Eventually…
Today it is Friday
6th September 2019 and I am sat in my new bedroom, in my
new flat, in my new home of Bristol, about to embark on life as an
ordinand at Trinity College Bristol. So I thought I’d write a blog
about it all. I can’t promise it will be very profound but there’s
a few reasons I thought I’d write it.
Firstly, even my
computer doesn’t know what an ordinand is and has put an angry red
line under it, suggesting I’ve misspelt a normal word like
ordinance or ordinary. So I thought it might be vaguely interesting
to explore what being an ordinand really means and what it’s like
in real time, as it happens.
Secondly, I didn’t
expect to find myself here. Which suggests to me that there are
probably people sat at home, innocently reading a blog, who may find
themselves being called to an unexpected journey a little like mine.
My hope is this blog will cause people to ponder and pray about what
God is calling them to, and
provide encouragement that if I can do it then so can you.
And
thirdly, I thought it might help me process some of the incredible,
exciting, terrifying, boring, exhausting, and wonder-filled
experiences I am likely to have over the next two years. And
who knows...perhaps the odd profound thought will sneak its way in
without me noticing!
So...what
is an ordinand? Well, basically it’s someone who is training to
become ordained in the Church of England. For the next two years I
will be learning about God (theology) and all sorts of other useful
topics like the Bible, Ethics, and Pastoral Care to train me up ready
to be a vicar. I have already started a personal training regime of
drinking lots of tea (more tea, vicar?) and trying to be more
deliberate and intentional with my prayer time (as opposed to my
usual frantic ramblings when things go wrong or the embarrassed
prayers of thanks at bedtime when I realise God’s been busy on my
behalf during the day and I haven’t paused to notice it). Feel free
to ask me how that’s going and encourage me in it (the prayer bit I
mean...I’m definitely fine on the drinking tea part…)
Today
we met our pastoral groups, those people who we’ll meet with
regularly to support each other, and I went food shopping and
discovered that Bristol has more hills than Ipswich. Tomorrow we have
a service in the afternoon and then will share food together. I feel
sure a future blog will be all about community because that’s such
a key part of life at Trinity (and life with God) and I’ve already
met some amazing people (and a cute cat called Albus…).
So
life as an ordinand has started and I look forward to sharing it with
you xx
Looking forward to reading and hearing all about it
ReplyDeleteIt will be a privilege to join in your journey through your blog.Every blessing on your new start,I am sure it will be challenging,uplifting,frustrating and enlightening...but you will I know reach your God given goal.God bless
ReplyDeleteCan’t wait to share your journey with you through this blog! xx
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